Last week was a heavy week for me, I was out pretty much every night with Wednesday, Thursday and Friday being very hard nights, I got silly drunk on Wed-Thurs and Friday I ended up doing class A's - I lost Saturday and Sunday in a hass of sleeping and movie watching, I felt really ruff and ill.
I told myself I wanted to go back to nature things, I chose to go to the new forest but I could not do it, I could not pull myself together enough and I was sick of feeling this way - I finally got myself out on Monday to Richmond park.
I told myself I wanted to go back to nature things, I chose to go to the new forest but I could not do it, I could not pull myself together enough and I was sick of feeling this way - I finally got myself out on Monday to Richmond park.
While shooting Deer I made my decision - I was going to go straight edge! No drinking, No smoking and no drugs.
Three of Swords - Painful separation, sorrow heartbreak, grief, rejection
Page of Cups - A messenger, creative beginnings, synchronicity
Four of Cups - Meditation, contemplation, apathy, re-evaluation
So this is pretty clear to me, The question is simple as well.
The past shows heartbreak grief and Painful separation towards doing all of this vices and to leave all of this behind will give me a new beginning, A chance for my creative side to shine and with some simple Meditation and contemplation I can re-evaluate myself to become a much better person.
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