Spinng@ Spread

Yesterday I went off to my juggling club, A evening of spinning my new hoop around and I must say that i was having a really good time, Me and Dodger went down a treat and I was linking moves that i have not done before as well as nailing other moves that I have been trying for a long time.

When it cam to story time (when Kev does the anosments) I pull 3 cards from my deck... no question asked, just wanted to see what would come out of it... And I got!

Three of Pentacles - Teamwork, initial fulfilment, collaboration, learning

Temperance (Reversed) - Imbalance, excess, lack of long-term vision

World (Reversed) - Lack of completion, lack of closure

A very interesting spread... Seen as a PPF spread I see it as a chance to learn and eviove in the past but becoming imbalanced and a little to much in the present and then I am guessing it will kinda die out in the years to come.

Using intrusion I am seeing that there was a time when it really worked for me, a time where i was on my way to being stable but I was side tracked by something (or someone) and i seemed to have taken it to far - I think i know this is meaning my times doing an excess of drugs/drink and fucking around like some kinda chimp. Then with the world, I get images of there being so much more out there than this group of people, so many of them I love and care for but I think that i was focusing on the wrong group... I need to see the world as what it is not as what it was.

Vicky was there last night but while i was out in the middle of the floor, spinning my heart away, she was toucked in to the side, almost hiding away - bearly said more than a few words to each other... Funny how something as intents as what we had has boil down to what seems so little.

Eva way I left around 21.00 and headed home for the night, Giving my friend a lift to the station and before long was sitting on my bed, thinking about how things will be.