Why am I clammy?

So,,, this was an interesting reading. Thanks vics for this one. 

I'm still only just starting out and only know one spread, the past present and future lay out. So that is where I started. 

3 of wands was the past card.

10 of Pentacles present card.

Justice was in my future. 

3 of wands - core mean "Active waiting"

10 of Pentacles - core meaning "stable and abundant life"

Justice - corn meaning "The consequences of your actions are at hand"

Now when I started this reading I read it slightly differently. I read it to more along the lines of my past my present and my future, but now I see it as before during and after. I think the three of one's is telling me that I am active and ready to leave the bed but the 10 of pentacles tells me that I'm happy and content with life. But sitting in this bed too long I will realise justice otherwise known as I will be a smelly git if I don't get up in get into the shower.

Funny what a bit of reflection can do

Card of the day (Monday 31st August)

Today's card is The Hanger Man

This card turned up in my first self reading and I think it's interesting that it comes up today. 

Its core meaning is to willingly surrender to an experience or situation. 

Today I am covering an event called twist, it's an old hard dance after party 

event that does have a very loyal following, it's music tends to be a little hard for my taste but for an after party it's well suited. 

That being said it was always a fav for a lot of my friends including my best friend who will be there today. 

Card of the day (Sunday 30th August)

The knight of the chalices

The core meaning is one who acts in the realm of emotions, art and relationships 

It seems that this card is telling me that i am running with my emotions right now, my heart is over riding my head and that for good or bad. I and heading in a direction and nothing is going to stop me from obtaining it :D

Card of the day (sat 29th August)

The first card of the day

I got the five of pentacles, the core meaning of which is a "physical need"

Now this can be interpreted as someone needing help with something from moving a sofa to a more pressing need like somewhere to sleep or even food to eat.

It's also hinted that the help they need is close by and they are being ignorant towards it being there.

So in other words I take it meaning that I need some help with something and I just need to ask for it and it shal be there. 

A start to something

A few weeks ago on a triple see my good friend Henery in Norfork, I popped into the town Center and came across a new age shop. You know the kind, books covering every corner, the smel of insence in the air and images of 5 point stars and fairies everywhere.

This was not my first time in a shop such as this, the old lady in the shop looked half way between the tea leaf teacher in Harry Potter and sepit peg (Brian Conley take on mystic meg). We went into the shop as both Victoria and myself are very spiritual, her with her yoga and me with my mix of budhis  and pagen views.

I was looking to maybe getting a set of ruin stones, it is something that has always interested me and while it gave some guildence I feared it less than tarot. After a long chat with the owner of the shop I left with nothing but a wonder if I should step up and fight my fear of the cards and the vibe I got from them.

Now a few weeks later I visited the shop once more and this time I looked over the decks and found a set that spoke with me or should I say to me. I also grabbed a book on the subject and while reading the intro/basics section it told of writing a journal,

A journal that being me, I will turn into a blog.